soon to be graduate (august 2023)

August 15th, 2023: 

School is almost starting. Just a few more days left of summer 

My last summer is coming to an end

I graduate in December but all I want to do is play 

Want to be a child again 

Want to start all over just to run 

Just one more time let me be a kid again 

Just one more time let me be on that field again

Laughing with my hometown friends 

Cracking jokes and knowing exactly what I want 

I don’t want to grow up 

The thought makes me want to throw up

And lately, I don’t know myself 

And when all your fears come true, what is there to lose? 

And when you’re about to graduate, the world seems so big you don’t even know what to choose

My body wants this, it wants that, I want to see Italy, I want to see France 

I want to fall in love but I also never want to look back 

I want and want and want 

Maybe your 20s are to feel lost and I just have to accept that 

Maybe your 20s are deep loneliness and I have to accept that 

I know there will be good and bad times and that is okay